Saying What We Say (poem)

Saying What We Say, a Poem by Kephra Rubin

Saying What We Say, by Kephra Rubin

Saying what we say

We don’t say what we say
We say and do things meant to mean
What we wanted to say
But were too afraid

So we said things
We never really meant
Bent on beating one another
To the upper hand

King of the hill
Not life, just a stupid little hill
Yet it means so much
We were willing to kill

Saying what we say

I’ll show you who’s boss!
But at what cost?
You win…
Now you’re lost

Saying what we say

Are we really just kids reaching up
To someone who doesn’t want a hug?
Are we really so fragile, are we really so small?
That we build nothing up but better walls?

Saying what we say

Trying to hurt you better than you hurt me
What purpose does it serve, what good does it bring?
An obsession with protection that does more harm than good
Then we wonder why our feelings are always misunderstood…

Saying what we say

We touched for a moment, our souls
But our life time has been full of… just letting go
I can’t do this anymore
But how do I stop?

How do I stop?

Saying what I say

By Kephra Rubin

copyright 2014 Kephra Rubin all rights reserved

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The Turmoil Between, a haiku

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The Turmoil Between

Lust for each as is
But love what each could become
And so we argue

Haiku By Kephra Rubin
Copyright 2014

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That Girl is a Glass Statue, Poem by Kephra Rubin

That Girl is a Glass Statue, by Kephra Rubin

That Girl is a Glass Statue, by Kephra Rubin

That Girl is a Glass Statue

Some say she’s a whore
Desperate to love for sure
Love her, leave her and nothing more
Pity her because she’s so impure

But I say that girl is a glass statue
Slim and smooth
If she gets bumped or brushed by you,
She’s sure to tip and crack right through

The glass comes crashing down

Now she’s broken right there on the floor
Where everyone says to leave her for sure
But no, I know what that pain is like
So, I try… foolishly, I try

Picking up her pieces
Edges once smooth
She brakes just like razors
Cut into you

Hard, but brittle

My blood in the shards
Too hard to heal pain
Too far to be changed
Too scared to be faced

So she runs away

Not a whore
Just a glass statue
And cold glass can’t bend
So she tries again, and again, and again

She’s not a whore

That girl is a glass statue

Hell… maybe I am, too.

By Kephra Rubin

copyright Kephra Rubin 2014 all rights reserved

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Next Poem: Loving Like Movies

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Loving Like Movies (poem)

Loving Like Movies, By Kephra Rubin

Loving Like Movies, By Kephra Rubin

Loving Like Movies

She pushes me out
Tears our souls apart
To test her doubts
Hopes I’ll chase her heart

That’s her dream
For me to come grab her arms
“Dirty Dancing”
Was the name of that one I think

Comes to me, plays to get close
Then runs away
She wants some control
So she runs, waiting to be chased

I die each time
She suffers me
She loves her fear
More than our dreams

Holding a soul,
That isn’t really there
So I let go
Think that one was called “Ghost”

Still I know
That she dreams of me
Wants me to prove
That it’s for her I breathe

But now I’m dreaming of a girl
Who won’t give up
Who doesn’t run away
Just to mess me up

“Adjustment Bureau”
I think it’s called
Where they never let go
Fought for their hearts

Loving like movies
If we have to press play
I just need to make sure
Our movies are the same

By Kephra Rubin

copyright 2014 Kephra Rubin all rights reserved

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Next Poem: The Phoenix and the Scarab

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The Phoenix and the Scarab

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The Phoenix and the Scarab

She waits
Standing in gasoline
Holding a match
You listen to her as she screams

If it’s love
Then you’ll come
Put out the flame
So you reach
To extinguish
And fix everything

Until she lights another match
And starts to scream

Then you see, retreat
Because you believe
If it’s love then she’ll come
Without any match

But when she does comes back
She’s brought all the gas

How many times can you try
How many lies can you mind
Before you let go
Let it burn all night?
So you say goodbye
Inside your mind

Watch her match light
Hide the tears inside

That’s when you hear it
A splash
Look around and see gas
Look in your own hand
That’s when you see your own match
Yeah, you’re just as bad

The phoenix and the scarab, destined to burn
What will you choose to become after your rebirth?

By Kephra Rubin

copyright 2014 Kephra Rubin

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Expendables 3 Movie Review, and is it worth seeing in theaters?

Expendables 3

Expendables 3

Expendables 3

Rating: Didn’t Suck

I liked Expendables, I hated Expendables 2, and I’d say Expendables 3 is better than 2, but not as good as the first. Any fans of the franchise know that these movies are sort of like the action junkie’s equivalent to a cheesy romance movie. Sure, we know it’s sort of cheesy and campy, we just don’t care.

My issue with part 2 was that it bordered on bizarre a lot of times and didn’t fit with the style of the first movie, it just didn’t belong. Luckily, Expendables 3 reels in the stupid long enough to not have any awkwardly weird moments… well… at least not Chuck Norris “Mr. Sneakiness” weird.

Expendables 3

While the action in part 3 was an improvement over part 2, it still wasn’t as thought out as in the original Expendables

What you might not like:

-The fight scenes aren’t very intricate or creative like they were in the first one, but to be fair they’re not as “mindlessly shooting at air” as the second one was, either.

-Still, not much use of Jet Li, who would be six different kinds of badass for these movies

 

-A cold realization that we don’t really have many action heroes to replace these guys once they’re not in films anymore

-A plot that really has to try hard to matter

-Cheesiness, though sometimes that’s a good thing.

-No Jackie Chan, for a while we thought he was going to be in it, but a lot of people have gotten offers and either have been too busy or just don’t take the franchise seriously. If people can see these films for what they are-fun-then I’m sure we’ll see Jackie Chan, Dwayne Johnson, I’d love Tony Jaa to be in it, too. Along with many more.

 

Wesley Snipes is back in Expendables 3

Wesley Snipes is back in Expendables 3

What you’ll love:

-Wesley Snipes is back! Actually, it’s been so long some of you probably don’t even know who he is, but whatever, it’s badass he’s back!

-They address every gossipy drama thing you could think of including why Snipes was gone in the first place

-A great villain, Mel Gibson, especially after his behavior lately, should totally go all-in and be villains in all his movies for a while. I’m not talking “anti-hero” either, I mean full bore evil. I was genuinely impressed with him as a bad guy

-Pretty good choreography, not as intricate as the first one but still way better than the second one

Mel Gibson is an impressive villain in Expendables 3

Mel Gibson is an impressive villain in Expendables 3

-Lots of action

-Great cast, each one got their own personality, the big stars did great, the no-namers weren’t bad. While Mel Gibson surprised me as a villain, Kelsey Grammer surprised me as a dysfunctional, gruff anti-hero type personality. Not to mention Harrison Fords interesting portrayal as an unexpected badass in the film. If anything this movie has really exposed some untapped talent in even talented actors.

All in all, it is what you would expect, as some are known to dabble in cheesy romance, others are known to dabble in cheesy action (Commando, anyone? Okay, this isn’t THAT cheesy) but for what it is, it’s actually pretty good. In terms of just cheesy action, this is probably one of the best. It isn’t exactly fair to compare this to films like the Green Mile or The Notebook, and it doesn’t make sense to. It’s a world better than American Ninja and Crank 2. In its element it’s actually quite superbly done. I definitely feel it’s worth seeing in theaters, a tiny screen, even a big screen tv, just isn’t the same as the BIG screen, not to mention the sound. Check it out and see what you think.

Thanks for reading,
Kephra

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The Off Road Cars from Transformers Age of Extinction: A Detailed Look

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Rally Fighter as seen in Transformers Age of Extinction

The Off Road Cars from Transformers Age of Extinction: A Detailed Look If you’re like me, you sat in the theater for Transformers Age of Extinction, and at some point this burning question distracted you from the movie just a bit; what are those off road sports-car looking things?! Fast and with few boundaries, these sports car dune rider things took a hybrid approach to driving in a way you don’t see every day. As cool as they were, I was surprised to find out that the company behind these vehicles may very well be cooler.

Rally Fighter

Local Motors is a unique company

The Creators (this includes you)

Local Motors, the creators of the off road demon known as the Rally Fighter, are a very unique company. Believe it or not, they are what they call a “crowd-sourced” car manufacturer. Somewhere around 20,000 or so enthusiasts are able to add input and suggestions to the design process. It’s kind of like etsy, except more badass. People can bring things to market that would have otherwise just been a figment of their own imagination. Even more amazing, is the amount of community and camaraderie that develops because of this process. It truly is an American subculture.

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The Rally Fighter was a big win on the set of Transformers Age of Extinction.

Hollywood love for the Rally Fighter So the company is cool, great, but what about the car? It’s got the coolness factor for sure. According to interviews, Local Motors was on set for 6 weeks to yield the few minutes of footage seen in Transformers 4, but the impact of the vehicles was still something to be proud of. Mark Wahlberg, Michael Bay and just about everyone on the set couldn’t get enough of them.

Rally Fighter

Rally Fighter can catch air, get smashed around, and still make it to the opera on time

Details and Specs

The Local Motors’ Rally Fighter is a 50 state, street legal, off road capable vehicle. On the road the company claims the vehicle rides very smooth, on par with most luxury vehicles, but it’s important to note that the airy suspension has a cartoon effect when driving. The vehicle noses down whenever the breaks are applied and wobbles a bit. Off road handling isn’t quite as good as vehicles purpose built for such activity, but the vehicle reaches 100 plus mph on dirt roads easily and transitions between different terrain profiles easily. Not to mention, catching air doesn’t put much risk of damage to the vehicle and beating the snot out of one of these isn’t exactly frowned on. Its tube chassis’ durability cannot be denied, as seen in this youtube clip of a Rally Fighter flipping end over end and keeps on driving. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dM-FFt5bRCY. Just remember that insurance will likely only cover what you do on civil streets and you’ll be on your own for damage caused off road.

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Rally Fighter’s Engine

The Rally Fighters feature a 6.2L LS3 V-8 Diesel Engine with 4 or 6 speed automatic transmission, sports 430 horsepower and utilizes rear wheel driver. You might want to check your local laws before exiting a traffic jam by driving over the curb and hauling your way through a rock quarry to get to work… but the capability is there. An optional supercharged version ramps things up to 640 horsepower.

Rally Fighter

Rally Rear

Ford’s 4 link solid state 9 inch rear axle is used along with King remote reservoir shocks which can pull off 20 inches of wheel travel while the front manages 18 inches. In house cnc carves out beefy wishbones from billet aluminum with a multi-link independent front suspension, and a matching set of long travel coilovers. Also, there’s a detachable stabilizer bar.

Rally Fighter

Nice tires and freedom with the suspension

 

13.9 inch ventilated disc brakes take care of sudden stops, and readily available 285/70R-17s are fitted to its 17 inch alloy wheels. The wheel base is 115 inches. Manual transmissions are not recommended due to the nature of the vehicle’s intended use, but the open source nature of the vehicle may allow for some wiggle room on features. This could even include converting it to run on used vegetable oil.

Any look is possible, here's one example but a quick search shows many more, even army camouflage.

Any look is possible, here’s one example but a quick search shows many more, even army camouflage.

In a lot of cases, they forego any actual paint jobs in favor of vinyl wrap. The idea being that any damage to your “paint job” can be repaired by replacing an individual piece of vinyl; makes sense. Unlike regular car companies, if you so desire, you can head down to their micro factory, roll up your sleeves, and actually take part in building your own Rally Fighter.

Rally Fighter

Rally Fighter back seat isn’t exactly luxury, not that it matters

While they compare the commute in this vehicle to luxury automobiles, the interior is anything but. Not taking away from the badassness of this ride, the interior of the Rally Fighter is reminiscent of the interior of the Chevy Nova from the movie Deathproof. Its minimalist construction keeps down on weight, but leaves little for luxury features. There’s not much room in the back seat for anything but smaller friends or a large cooler, not that it matters. Lots of gauges are planned to allow monitoring performance when pushing the limits.

Cost

So, how much does badass cost? Well, it depends on your individual input on the car you have built, but plan to invest in the neighborhood of $99,900.00 for an average model. If there’s one universal thing Americans love, it’s options, and the Rally Fighter certainly has them. If you can’t afford one, but have a lot of skill and know how, take a look at their build kits. You can pick up the powder coated chassis, billet front arms, rear links, brakes, fuel tank and fuel pump, front hubs and uprights, complete rear-end, rear brakes, and hardware kit for just $19,500. Or, pick up a drift trike just to say you own something from local motors. The possibilities are endless with local motors, so check out their website see what sort of a insanity you can dream up.

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Grukha F5 Tank SUV From "Fast Five"

Grukha F5 Tank SUV From “Fast Five”

Check out a detailed look at the Tank SUV from “Fast Five”

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